So this is more just an outlet for me to get the thoughts that random pop into my head or vent when I am angry. Which makes a good place to start tonight. So as per usual by the time my shift was ending at work and i was way beyond the point of being tired. And I knew because of who i was working with that we would take forever to get the store 'clean' enough to close. And just as the store hits that passable enough to be clean moment i look outside and notice a thick, ugly fog looming in the night air. This would make my drive home even longer because of the lack of lighting on the highway i drive home i would have to drive slow as i could not see further than a few feet in front of my car. And to make the whole package better. My body decides it times to release painful cramps. Somehow through the pain, tears, and fog I make it home alive only half frozen to death. But the pain did not go away and I am still unable to sleep. Hopefully soon the drugs will numb it enough so that i may get a few moments of blissful sleep before my test first thing in the morning.
To end on a positive note only six more day till i get rid of my rusted, ice box on wheels and get to replace it with an actual car that has a fully working heater. That also mean only five more days to reading week! One whole week away to catch up on sleep and as many people have told me find a way to get healthy.
So it's 2am time to try and sleep again.
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